death is onli the begining

today weird day men... was asked by 3 ppl go out but cant go. father sick so mus stay jome take care of him. 2 of us stuck 2gether since mum n sis in ph and househelper out. i'm such a good daughter men. even prepared food for him.. thank you thank you. so was at home cleaning up room. finished half of it. lazy. then wanted to set up xmas tree but didn. watched tv da whole bloody day. then my father was lyk trying to call my mom on ph he took 10 tries... unsuccesful. it took me 1 try and i got connected.. how stupid can my dad be? then talked to ma mom. and ya know wad? my godfather died!!! i was lyk shocked men!!! is lyk i hanged for 1 min to recover then money wasted liao [phone call]... cant believed it.. argh... i was just talkin to him last year and i still can remember we kissed goodbye b4 i flew off. argh... damn sad men.. but y'al noe me.. even thou i wana cry i cant cry over a loss. so not crying yet some part of ma heart can feel pain... my closet godfather died... huhu... wish he go heaven or smth... haiz... anyways,,, thats all for now..

hey.. speaker fix liao... and guess who fixed it? ME!!! uh huh!! hu's da woman!!! uh huh!!! my dad cant even figure it out!!! uh!!! hey!! un-break my hart quite nice hor... eee. so emo sia. but nice man. heart melting sia. first time here it in my blog coz speaker spoilt last time. anyways change songe oredi. too bad...

i walked down the quiet boulivard
its lonely out here
there's nothing i can see
no voices i can hear

i shout out loud hello
but the onli reply is an echo
i need smebody to fill the space
i need u to complete my days

peace-y out-y...

lot 1 suckz - these are my connfessions

how come everytime i wana go out wit smebody i always end up being at lot 1? wa piang. got magnetic atraction.

wow. wel at last my whole body is healed. i got amazing healing powers... mwahaha. well the only thing is jus eat rite, drink alot of water, and sleep. and also not to be too emotionaly depressed. most of the ppl who get too emo actualy get sick more often so stay happy. a health advice from eunice... well jus realised how important health is.

anyways today went out wit dj. then we go ad house play badminton for 30 sec. haha. then went cycling for 1 hr. today was quite ok. haha...

i hv a confession to make. i hv tis fren who i hate alot but i got no actualy valid reason to hate him/her. he/she is jus to anoying for me. aiyo. feel guilty. he/she didn actualy do anything bad [maybe] jus dat i dun like her character. aiyo. hate him/her so much and i sulk everytime im stuck wit her. argh. hopely she wun see tis post to prevent suspicion. he/she doesn't visit much to my blog so it doesn't worry me much. it's not tatay btw [thou still got inner grudges]. ya thats abt it. been actualy asking ppl advice wat to do but still i duno wad to do. ahhh. k thats all. peas out peeps.

learn chinese - jin

i like that song... so cute...
y'all go learn chinese...

anyways. today fucking day. went for religous class hv to wake up at 6. still whole body aching. then was sleepy. slept on mrt. head keep banging on the wall. fuck. then along the way i walking slipped down coz of fucking slippers. like stupid asshole keep on triping. then hp fall on the middle of the road almost kene hit by lorry [i mean the real lorry]. then went home sleep. then felt bored asked 5 ppl go out. nobody went. ass. now fucking with da t.v. god i miss school. i miss u guys [holding back tears reaching for tissue] aiyo. fuck ah.

its raining again and i think of you
i remember all the gigs we've been thru
suddenly tears went falling with the rain
trying to keep myself in sane

you flooded my life with joy and sorrow
i've been given the signal to take the lifeboat
still i choose to drown in your love
cant escape the waves that floats

why cant i stop myself from thnking
why cant i let go
maybe becoz my greatest hapiness comes
when it rains and i'm with you

fuck ur asses peeps

peas out

seec 1 leadership camp...

damn it. very tired. whole body canot move. then my shoulder & neck like ive been carying tons of stuf. [eeee. shutter]. the only memoriable part of da camp was the the lemon thingy wad nonsense, the mud stuff and the night walk... anyways it was quite cool.. we were like playing wit water with the sec 1 and all that... then by the end of the day everyone of us transparent oredi... then the we played wit mud in the soccer field. all our shirt turn from white to brown colour. then the night walk we went into the forest outside sch then we led the sec 1 far far... after that they hv to go bak sch their own. kenneth, boon, ridwuan and kai was there to help us...[ncc] then we were suppose to hide in da forest see if anyone goes the wrong way. then albert, guan lin, nora, kampate, farah and me hid inside this pit and if anyone of the sec 1 passes by we will jump out and scare them. nora's hair was put down so it was like damn creepy. then she wearing white and all that. then kampate was making scary noises wich turned out to sound like chicken.. but then didn work out that much becoz kenneth scold us tel us to shut up.haiyo. but the realy greatest thing abt this camp is how we can get to know each other beter. we get closer together. we al wer like chating at nite wen all sec 1 sleep then toking abt diff sorts of stuf. relatnships, jokes, gossiping abt ppl. but only prob is that bloody 505 and the lorry... act big onli... in the end cry cry. aiyo. watever la... peas out.

shutter

ok... watched movie todae...
wit ten khad n pet...
i realy reccomend da movie men...
it was lyk so scary and like first time saw khad dat scared...
i mean all of us was scared lah... but khad.s usually not dat chicken type...
but there was this part... then was lyk so startling... lyk suddenly BOOM!!!
then khad suddenly jumped wit da BOOM and the nachos oso flew wit da BOOM..
then saw other ppl had the same reaction... then the movie hse all over
nachos flying.. haha it was damn funny... its suppose to be a scary movie but i was down there
clutchin ma stitch... then oso pet was lyk hugging everyone here and there... then she was lyk
oh no again!!! the scary part.. ahhhhhh....
and fatin was like instead of watchin da screen she was lyk watching her hands...
most of the time her hands all over her face...
i was oso freaked out to lah... on the last part... it was realy scary wer i hav to
cover my ears coz i was lyk freaking out... i was shouting lyk tarzan and all dat...
but on da first part of da movie i was shouting even though nth was scary then sme ppl shout wit me... then the man beside me was lyk.... haiz... duno if he's a man or wad... [can i poo first?]
haha... anyways it was scary... oso funny... Y DA HELL AM I EXPLAINING FULL DETAIL???
tnk da movie was good lah... but i hate da b.l.o.o.d. part... eee..... yuck... i dun wana elaborate on this part..

anyways after dat went shopping then went home... toking abt mean girls...
k signing off.... peas out..... byotch

wah... miss this page

oi...
havn blog for days coz bloody com spoilt!!!
does anybody still go here?
anyways...
duno whad to talk abt...
holidays... hmmm...
its da kind of feeling that ur bored but at the same time don't want to do anything with life...
wierd huh...
well honestly i wana go bak sch... miss sch...
the teachers and all.
u noe wad... sometimes when u go out too much.. u'll also get bored sooner or later haiz...
my mom out of town... sucks... so lonely at home... nobody nagging me, scolding me or shouting at me...
ahhh.. this is life...

well at least its gg preety well for da moment...
i noe sonner or later bad luck will come...
haiz... cant do anything abt it...
wel anyways...
thats all i can say for now...


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